The thing is, sometimes when you are trying to reach the end of a book and you have been working, all through Christmas ( appart from Christmas day) and you still have quite a lot to do and you are trying to sell a car, buy a van and get a computer fixed and have two teenagers doing exams and another very pressing job and have to contact the school in Paris about what you are doing there and try and remember all the schools you said you would go to at the beginning of March, and three dogs to walk, well, sometimes a picture just doesn't go quite as it should. And maybe this is because it is difficult to find the peace of mind required to concentrate. Or maybe it is just the time of the month that imbalances everything. Or maybe it is the alignment of the stars. But whatever it is, I do not like it and it matters not what anyone else says, time to try again. With a new rough. And not feel just a teeny weeny bit of panic in the heart when publisher says all has to be camera ready by the first of March.